Set My Heart On Fire Immediately —–Perfume Genius

set my heart on fire immediately

Mike Hadreas’ fifth album glides between sublime melodies and grimy, guttural dissonance, embracing the joys and burdens of the human body and its innumerable, intangible yearnings. —–Pitchfork

火焰于灰色心间燃起，激情褪去后依旧空无一物。爱与性并着离别与失去交织成丝绸般惘然若失的梦：Perfune Genius39岁的呢喃低语

这是我最喜欢的独立音乐之一，也是送给自己的19岁生日礼物。

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Without You:当中心崩溃时，至少我会拥有春天

Without You Lyrics It's the strangest feeling Unknown even Almost good

这是不可言喻的奇怪感觉

未曾感知，几近美好

It’s a blurry shape
It’s a jumbled tape
But sound

模糊不清

如同一团乱麻的磁带

It’s enough
Not too loud
Just enough to find a trace

声音不会太响

仅能找到一丝痕迹

It’s enough
In the mirror
I can almost find your face

但这也足够

透过镜子我恍惚瞥见你的脸庞

You know it’s been such a long, long time
Without you

你也知道已经过了很长一段时间

没有你


It’s the strangest feeling
Unknown even
Almost good
With the dark still swinging

这是不可言喻的奇怪感觉

未曾感知，几近美好

伴着黑暗摇曳依旧

So long chasing
Satisfaction’s
A lowly thing
Or so she tells me

渴求许久

满足感是如此不值一提

她如是说

Underneath the feeling
I’m feeling something
When the center falls out
At least I’ll have this spring

在这层感觉下我触到另一种跳动

当中心崩溃时，至少我会拥有春天

You know it’s been such a long, long time
Without you

你也知道已经过了很长一段时间

没有你


梦是欲望的满足，弗洛伊德如是说。虽然更多是无意识的废料，但梦有时确实能投影遗失在潜意识的东西。

偶尔，几个月一次，零散的欲望会聚积一起进入我的梦里，点燃心火。醒来只会失落彷徨迷惘不已。但只有此时才会发觉这么多欲望被我落下，也只有此时才会比起现实更渴望梦一场。

对生活感到疲惫时总会怀念起这些梦的片段。只是最近很久没有做这样的梦了，这会让我看不清我的欲望。

You know it’s been such a long, long time，without you.

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